Thursday, 2 July 2020

Stuff from August 2019



       You’re Not Old 

Oh? You dispute me, do you,
when I make a passing mention
of some effect old age
has had on me in some context,
with a dismissive, scolding,
smirky-faced, sing-songy,
‘Oh, you’re not old!’

And then you act
surprised and hurt
when instead of grovelling with gratitude
at your condescending there-there,
as if I were a child afraid of a bogeyman,
or kvelling at your supposed flattery,
I snarl in response that
(in addition to being an affront
to the clear, accurate use of language)
your cheery contradiction
is a fatuous, insulting, disrespectful
thing to say.

Really! Accusing me
of being as stupid and naïve and gormless
as I was sixty or fifty or even forty years ago!
I mean, shit!

The secret to staying young
(which means to remain unchanging)
over the course of the decades
is clearly to learn and think and grow
as little as possible,
to restrict how much we experience,
and to gain as little as we can
from what experiences we can’t avoid.

Experience ages a person, y’know,
particularly if that person has a mind.


An Obvious Observation 

The way in which
the peculiar direction
our capitalist system
has developed
into the cause
of suicide epidemics
by promising
wondrous happiness
that it can never deliver
is reminiscent of
pornography:
it gets it up
without getting it off.



         Mary Ellen’s Dad

And it really all seems so very sad
to realise that Mary Ellen’s dad
still believes that he
can make things one day be
the way they once were only in his visions.


        The Future 

The Future Lies Ahead!
Rather like the present,
which is dominated by lies right now,
or the past,
when people lied all the time.
What else should you expect?
I mean, really!